Intoxicating woman

There was something so intoxicating about her, something so magnetic and magical.
Perhaps it was the way her hair fell care free in random directions. Or was it the way her lips curled in a peculiar yet sensual smile. You never saw teeth but her smile glistened in her eyes. Eyes that looked something like morning dew in the first line of morning sun ray.

Or maybe it was the way she walked, hips swaying in an ever swiftly manner and the way she stood one leg slightly folded and the other stretched out; with both arms firmly planted on her waist; which gave her a silhouette of an actual hour glass.

Everything about her presence was electrifying.
She looked unapproachable yet once you the courage to approach her she had the most hallucinogenic conversations. You could speak to her all night but every waking moment you needed to know what she has to say. What she was doing. And what she was thinking.

She is kind and flirty, innocent but charming, wild but calm.
She spoke calmly and engaged you even when her eyes seemed far away.
Despite her seemingly soft spoken demeanor, there was a spark of unruliness within her. Buried deep down in her belly.

There was something about her you just had to find out. She was a real mystery. You were either intoxicated with her until you couldn't breathe; you were on cloud nine your feet couldn't touch the ground. Or she was too toxic for your soul. You just wished you hadn't known her at all!
She remained intoxicating until the end!

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