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Divine feminine

All my life I was the epitome of the strong independent woman. I was out of my parent's home by 25, I had bought myself my first little car by then and I was on my way to building a multi billion beauty industry with my beauty brand called frotextured. I seemed to have been doing quite well but I was never satisfied or happy. I was constantly tired and yet very empty. I felt like lot was missing yet I couldn't pinpoint exactly what exactly that was! Of course that left me more frustrated and even more anxious. I overworked and overslept; that was my cycle. I therefore constantly looked drained and rough as I never had enough time for self care. My cycle was work, anxiety and sleepless nights. I got low blood pressure at a young age! Consequently, I never was walking in my best feminine power or energy. In the end, I attracted the wrong partners. I had no self esteem or time to be feminine because I worked day in day out. I had no divine masculine support so I had to embrace the...

My Hero; My Hope

My life has always  been like a wild goose chase. Nothing is ever enough so I chase the whirlwind and the tornadoes. Hoping to catch them before disaster strikes and throws my house down to nothingness.  Few things were ever permanent for me. I was always deathly afraid to have good things because I’m almost certain they’ll expire before I can blink! I never could jump up for joy even when I was happy because I was always dashing through the chapters of my life like the “white rabbit in the coat in Alice in wonderland .” I was always in a rush to see how the book ends! The endings were always the same; defeated and trampled on by the raging demons in my head!  I inhaled a sharp deep breath from the depth of my stomach. my shoulders fell back in a relaxed state as the tension melted away.  For the first time I feel free and ready for a different well deserved prize ending! Disney happy endings were meant for fairytales and that is the only place where they should only...