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Valentine letter to self

A year can make such a huge difference. Last year this time of the year I was in therapy, barely holding myself together and I was dreading Valentine’s Day. I’d had one hell of  the last quarter of 2018 and in the process I’d lost myself, my drive and my will to go on! I found myself crying on the bathroom floor way into the wee hours of the night. Many times, I  was barely able to breathe as I tried to force myself to sleep for months! I went from bar to therapy to home everyday like clock works!  Ultimately,  I wasn’t even really running my business! My whole life seemed like it was falling apart and I was begging God to deliver me! I needed strength and the will to live from above. The thing about depression is no matter who you talk to or how many time, no one understands you completely or at all.  The best most will do is; they’ll make you feel worse for going through  “unreasonable pain” that’s “merely” emotional and not even physical! I...