Inspire 2019

I've never known love because I've never truly loved myself! I found that I always settled for people that were not even half of what I was! I let people who were not even half of me have a piece of me! I unconsciously always discarded the better choice for what was exciting; Almost every single time like clock work! I never carried myself the way I should have! Because I didn't truly understand what I was or what I deserved! I sold myself short for sweet words from unsuitable strangers! Because I'd not discovered who are I truly was! I was looking at love in all the wrong places; That I forgot to nurture it where it should have really been blossoming to begin with! I never have loved myself the way I should! Otherwise I wouldn't have been settling for all the things I did! I grew up with so much love but I forgot it so easily Just for the cheap thrills of temporary lust and bliss! I never truly loved because I'm just starting to love ...

Life can feel like your leg has been tied tightly to an anchor; and you're drowning deep down to the bottom of the ocean :- never to breathe or be seen again! Life can also feel like you're riding a magical unicorn with glistening colorful wings ; on a rainbow. While eating cotton candy clouds and wearing a crown of humming birds:- singing ever so slightly how life is but a dream! Life is a beautiful disaster that brings you bloody red roses with thorns of steel! The beauty is magnificent; bringing in so much joy but the thorns will send you to an early grave! Life presents you a brightly burning candle full of hope; but that same beacon of light will die out even before the night is out! Leaving you in darkness until the sun finally comes out; and the rays caress your melancholic cheeks. Life is not something to pass through despite all this bittersweet love-hate relationship nevertheless! Life is here for you to live it as the most powerful and intelligent bei...